Last lullaby

Reading your last messages
Asking is this a goodbye?
Between me and you bridges
Who we are when we lie?
Is it permitted for me to see you a dear?
Is it sane that I still see you mine?
Everyday I shed a million tear
Pretending that I'm actually fine
Escaping your existence in my heart
Every guy I try to meet, I say your name
You don't see the moments I fall apart
Is this a movie, a dream or a game
I find every way to keep me strong
Many walls and masks to hide
Trying to forget where my heart belong
When all I wish is you by my side
Take care of yourself my one
Please remember, this is my last lullaby