Last lullaby

Reading your last messages
Asking is this a goodbye?
Between me and you bridges
Who we are when we lie?
Is it permitted for me to see you a dear?
Is it sane that I still see you mine?
Everyday I shed a million tear
Pretending that I'm actually fine
Escaping your existence in my heart
Every guy I try to meet, I say your name
You don't see the moments I fall apart
Is this a movie, a dream or a game
I find every way to keep me strong
Many walls and masks to hide
Trying to forget where my heart belong
When all I wish is you by my side
Take care of yourself my one
Please remember, this is my last lullaby

Payback

He broke her heart
And all his promises
She's into pieces
And with pride he walked away
He married someone else
Someone to take her place
Time passes by
Her name slips on his tongue
His own heart went against him
Flashbacks of her in his head
He is feeling empty
With the side of his new wife
He hates her
He screams inside why isn't she like her
Guilts spreading
Inside his veins like a cancer eating him
One day
When fate makes a fool out of him
She married his best friend
There's no room for forgiveness
Beware of breaking a heart who gave it all
Of her broken heart, God plans your special fall

Toodle-oo

Woke up in the morning
Smoke her first cigarrette
Ignoring messages on her phone
Missing someone
But her pride comes first
Turning 28
She had the life she wanted
He is far away
She ran away from his sight
She loves him
More than any girl he met
Cursing every moment
From the very first time she met him
Oh how I hate how much I love you
You took the very best of me
Soulmates they say
None is willing to sacrifice their ego
Hearts screaming for each other
As for they're in different parts of the world
Silence sealed on their lips
After they've made their toodle-oo